happy thanksgiving

it’s thanksgiving! So thankful for the life that I have, my family and friends. It’s been an amazing 2 months in BSSM. 2nd year is so amazing and it’s just been so stretching for me.

been learning a lot, and it was pretty intense for the past month or so. I feel that I’ve grown so much, and I’m really thanking God for what He’s doing in my life. I’ve learned to deal with disappointment, learned to celebrate and know that He is good and my breakthrough will come in due time

I get to celebrate thanksgiving with my roomies’ family this year. Am now in Santa Barbara, in an amazing house, with amazing people. Thank you Jesus.  It a season of celebration and with this special thanksgiving, I just want to say a BIG thank you to Father God.

 

intimacy with God

tonight’s msg was really good. Kris Vallotton talks about having an intimacy relationhip with God and how that would actually position us to access the thoughts of God. Afterall He’s the creator of this world, He knows everything and is timeless and we have the mind of Christ.  I think today’s message is setting the next season in my life, where God is calling me into a deeper relationship with Him.

Got a word from someone in church and she said she sees revelation in me, I guess more revelation is going to come and just how I’m progressing into a deeper relationship with God.

Go for it, press in! That would be my goal for now!

 

 

bssm 2nd year

school started 2 days ago. It’s a weird feeling, didn’t seem to have gone for 3 months, feels like it has only been a few weeks. Anyway, good to be back and seeing familiar faces. And just being in this environment.

i’m now a 2nd year student at BSSM, being through 1 year of amazing teaching, it’s time now to go to the “next level”. The dynamics feels a bit different and overall, with the leadership and preaching, everything just feels different. Can’t exactly tell what the difference is, but it just feels different….

a great 9 months awaits, excited to see how things are going to go from here and just how much God is going to manifest.

today one of the pastors shared, if these 9 months, all I get was a deeper revelation of God’s love, that’s more than enough and greater than anything. I think I want to believe it. Christianity is a journey and I want to find the ways to stay hungry for God and always pursuing Him. I don’t want to think because this is my last year, that’s why I have to do this, I have to do that.

I want to enjoy this year together with Jesus and just further discover myself in Him and just how much God loves me. Anything added is really a bonus! I want to be who I am, just be who I am and not compare….

 

time to go back….

time flies. It’s time to go back to Redding for another year of learning and journey-ing with God. Leaving on Wed for SFO, it’s now only a few more days before a new phase of life awaits me.

being back in SG for almost 3 months, and these 3 months has been awesome. Been processing what I’ve learnt and went through the past 9 months, coming back with a “new” identity, being able to bless people, and really just enjoying what beautiful SG has to offer.

God is definitely moving everywhere, going back to New Creation Church, hearing Ps Prince talking about moving in the supernatural! It is really for a time such as this, that God has prepared me for. Where do I go from here? What should I do after 2nd year, what awaits, and how to stay burning for God are questions that have been on my mind recently.

have started drawing and really enjoying it. Didn’t get to do painting though, but all will come slowly. I have plenty of time, there’s no time limit, no deadline, i’m on a journey with no end. It’s limitless and I can take it as far as I want…

I have an amazing Mum!

went with my mum to her work place for a 12 hours’ work shift. Early this year, she bid for a place in an army camp and got it. It was a small stall selling some food and drinks. She had been looking for a change of environment and was so glad that things fall through for the stall.

After a few months of negotiating, everything was settled and she started her little business early this year. It’s been just 6 months, but she has lost 5kg and hasn’t been sleeping very much.

Her work day starts at 5am, waking up to prepare some fried rice and noodles to bring to the stall. Reaching her work place about 7am, she starts her regular routine;

“Auntie, ice milo”, “Auntie, green milk tea”, “Auntie, fried rice with seaweed chicken” etc etc….

Looking at her, I really thank God for who she is, and for what an amazing mother she is.  After a hard day at work, at 5pm, she goes home and once home, she still need to prepare dinner for the family. It’s amazing how much strength she has. How does she go on like that day after day? Where does she draw strength from? I was so tired after one whole day with her. I was totally exhausted, just wanting to flop in my bed when I came home. I’m amazed at how she’s holding everything together. The hard work she goes through, only she knows and God knows. And now, I know. It’s really not easy to run the stall alone, but with 2 people, it seems too little work. I don’t know how I can help her, but I’ll keep praying for her.

For whoever is reading this, it would be nice if you say a little prayer for her;  pray for supernatural strength and for good health Thanks!

Thank God for favour too, with the people there. It’s amazing to see how well she gets along with the army guys there, and how some of them are sooo nice to her, thank you Lord for the amazing favour!

And today is her BIRTHDAY!! Happy birthday Mum!! I <3 YOU!!!

You won’t relent

this song has been stuck in my head for days. God is good and He won’t relent until He has all of us. He doesn’t give up and He will always be there for us, no matter what…

[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XC0WoJfYA2E]

amazing “family”

away from home, living with people creates bonds, thank God for a family away from family. These past 9 months, made a lot of good friends, friends who has taken a place in my heart and always have been praying with me, encouraging me, prophesying, it’s just amazing…been thinking of these amazing friends recently, some who are not coming back for 2nd year but will always have a special place in my heart…William and Katrine Bauge! you guys are awesome!

Redding Family!

End of BSSM 1st year

school’s out. I’m accepted into 2nd year and really looking forward to coming back to BSSM again. These 9 months has been life transforming as it can be; got grounded more into my identity in Christ, that I’m a daughter of the King, I’m powerful and that anything is possible.

Now thinking back, a lot of things has been new to me; being able to prophesy over people, doing prophetic art, feeling the presence of God, getting drunk in the spirit, manifestation etc…but it has really been an exciting journey with God. Holy Spirit has been teaching me so much and really thankful to be able to be here. God has brought so many amazing people into my life this year and not forgetting great friendship and family. It’s been so huge, to learn to love people again, to open myself up, to allow people into my life, and really know who I am.

A lot of things seems possible now, I’m beginning to dream, beginning to know what I love, and just knowing that I carry heaven wherever I go. It seems to be just the start and that is one of the reasons why I’m coming back for 2nd year.

Feels like there’s so much more. I want to press in more for my prophetic gifting, not just in areas of prophesying but also in the area of prophetic art, with paintings, drawings and photography.  It’s awesome to partner with the Holy Spirit and just do what He wants. It’s not so much about me anymore, but rather what He wants to do through me.

The supernatural has become the natural and it’s awesome!

Psalm 45:7
You love justice and hate evil.
Therefore God, your God, has anointed you,
pouring out the oil of joy on you more than on anyone else.

Mission trip

went for a mission trip to Costa Rica from 24 Mar – 4 Apr. The purpose of the trip was to build relationships with the Pastors in Costa Rica and of course to bring revival into Costa Rica.

on the way there, the plane caught fire! We almost didn’t make it, but God is amazing, what can I say? Haha, we landed with fire trunks and emergency vehicles on stand-by. Everything was good, we landed safely and started our 12 days’ journey to impact people.

this is my 1st mission trip and honestly, I didn’t know what to expect. God just came through and touched so many people! I see healing in so many people;  healing of the hearts, deaf ears opened,  different types of pains disappeared etc. Healing the sick seems to be a norm now, at least after being immersed in this culture for almost 8 months. I expect God to show up and heal people.

But what impacted me the most was to see the hunger in people for God and the way we were being honored there. We were so well taken care of by the Pastors and their family. They chauffeur us everywhere we go, gave us the best food, serve us bottled water when we are in the church, make sure we are comfortable. Basically if we only opened our mouth and request, they will get it done. It’s so huge and I really feel very very blessed by them. In return, we blessed them with what we have and what we carried; the identity of sons and daughters of God, feeling the tangible presence of God, and really just the love of God.

Being on this trip makes me realized just how easy it is to be used by God as long as I’m willing. Thinking back, I think I’ve stepped out in faith so many times and God just came through every single time. It makes me feel so loved and really, if I can do it, everyone can. That is something that we were trying to convey to the people there too. That like them, we are only human, and what we can do, they can too

happy birthday!

happy birthday to me!!:)

things are getting better and better now. Seems like I’m growing deeper and deeper with God. I’m really starting to understand the “more Lord” verse. We can always have more of God. He’s limitless and will always take us deeper if we ask.

school’s going really great. Had Sy Rogers as our guest speaker this week. He’s so awesome! Really impressed with this speaker; how transparent and just how God can transform people who surrender their lives to Him. God’s love is really so amazing. Really like what he says about this:

“God takes away guilt but not humanity”

So many times, we asked God to take away our struggles, and God doesnt and we wonder why He doesn’t come through for us. But the truth is God gives us wisdom and grace to go through what we are going through. I tend to forget this sometimes. It really is a good word, to constantly remind myself that God will not let me go through something beyond what I can bear. He always gives me enough grace, wisdom and power to handle the situation or struggles.

Had my revival group party yesterday. I love my revival group!! And it’s fun now that I know the people in my group better. God has really changed me so much.  Thank God I’m here, I’m so glad I’ve decided to come. Really really thankful.

I’ve decided to apply for 2nd year and to go on if God allows.

An opportunity came up for me to connect with a business person here through my elective and really excited to see if anything will come out of it. Will be meeting up with him and see if there’s anything I can do and maybe a possible internship? Haha, not sure, but we’ll see how it goes.